West Bound

 I finished up my visit in Kokomo.  Now I know all grandparents feel this, but I am amazed at how smart, funny, kind, and resilient my grandkids are.  All of them ready to help me in an instant.  We had some quality time as a group and one on ones.   

We did a lot of cooking, a little art, some fun with a black light, and a little shopping. So much love and affirmations. I loved how the littlest one would almost get embarrassed (but liking it a lot) when I would tell him how awesome and amazing I thought he was.  He has the cutest smile when he hears these things.  I made sure to tell all of them every day how much they light up the world and how blessed I am for them to be part of my family.  Since all of them are now older, it is easier.

The last night I spent at David and Kirstyn's house.  It was so nice to have a family meal and to hang out.  To converse and watch TV together.  Kids mixed in with us adults.  I learned a lot.  Got one of those slaps from the universe about something I had an erroneous opinion on.  The thing about me is I am able to recognize those slaps and learn from them.  

The littlest two and I ended our time making ice cream and I hope it turned out.  Number two got a new perm and was happy. I was so impressed with him and his friend who got outside and were shoveling snow and making money.  They made a hundred dollars the first day I was at David's.  As I was leaving, they were heading out to do more.  

These four weeks weren't just about loving the four grandchildren.  It was also an education. I easily fall back into old patterns and forget.  It's actions, not words.  Hence, I remind myself to set boundaries and keep to them. Even if they are small or seem petty to those who no longer benefit from me not having a small boundary.  It's mine and it is for me.

I made it to Rolla, MO.  Ahead of the snowstorm.  It will pass through tonight.  So, I am spending the day here and will look how it is tomorrow.  I am blessed to have Kim as my friend who will let me hang out and wait it out.  

It will be good to get home though.  Miss all the pets and my bed.